Now you are putting your pleasure first.. Its your duty to give your bbc master and your mistress the satisfsction of control and give them the pleasure of making you do what you "dont want" to do.. Ofc yt boys would do nothing with more passion than servicing but you should increase the excitement only by how good your mistress trains you.. DONT be selfish!
I would not hesitate to lick and suck her lovers cock to get them hard for her and then lick both of them clean when he has finished her. Maybe she would honor me by having an orgasm in my mouth. Or a piss...whatever